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First journal entry and it won't be a fun one. Is this what you do here? Maybe I should write a artsy letter and put it as literature - I don't know. I have hoped for too much and got lost and fell and now I'm trying to get up somehow and to give up on something I have always wanted and thought I found.  I hurt people, others hurt me, I was happy and I loved, then I got bored and then I got cocky and I loved even more - reaching for something that maybe wasn't for me. And now I found out - it's the end of it. I don't want to let go of my dreams or hopes but today I'm lost. where is my hope, where are my dreams? where can I start again? I fe